Requested: Advice On Hellish School Days
posted on 10/28/2009
I recently told my friends who were bullying me (actually, it happend a year ago) that i didnt want to friends anymore. i couldnt think of another way out. now, i tried talking to other ppl about it but word got around school about my anxiety and depression. They think its funny, and indirectly make fun of me which is driving me crazy. i can barely breathe and i need a way out. Im all alone, no support, while my heart is thumping like crazy all day long, even at home. it never stops. It needs to end. People in school are on my old friends side, because she told them that my constant talk about my problems brought her down. and believe me, she is NOT a bundle of roses herself. i couldnt stand it anymore. she walks around with a puss on her face and THAT was one of the reasons i was brought down. their constant negativity and judging and making fun of EVERYTHING i said. insane jealousy was a problem too. i hate it. i thought she was a friend but when i started being all quiet, they didnt like it and said i changed. they only liked me when i wasnt going through stuff. and now, they keep dragging me down when i dont even talk and im all alone with my fast beating heart. what do i do to stop it? ik i made mistakes but
im NOT going back to them saying that their always right and to make me look a fool. i cant stand her and i cant believe everyone else treats me badly too. im barely hanging on.
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mckee_86 says:
(19d 12h 47min ago)
I know this seems like a huge deal right now. I went through problems with jealous girls in school but once you are an adult, it's like none of it matters. People in the real world do not judge as much and if they do, you arent forced to be around them like you are in high school. I got on independent study cuz it got to be outta control. I dont recommend it but just know that you cant change people, they do grow up though. And reality will hit them fast because adults dont put up with high school games. Especially at a work place. Hang in there, it wont last forever. When it comes down to it, family is all you really need. I promise!